tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-47746716368182542562024-03-05T11:51:07.385-08:00Happiness Is All I Hope For.Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.comBlogger101125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-30432317816231729632011-12-03T07:59:00.001-08:002011-12-03T08:00:25.767-08:00In the end, still cant manage it well... Pathetic!!! I need a solution!Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-864064272075552422011-11-06T21:51:00.000-08:002011-11-06T21:54:06.026-08:00I realized, doesnt mean all...I realized, is my attitude and character problem. Nowonder they are leaving me 1 by 1. ok, i accept now. I guess this is fated anyway, or maybe i just not ment to be yet at the moment... i dont know, dun wanna know. Leave it for up there to judge...Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-82054051870721728002011-08-02T11:13:00.000-07:002011-08-02T11:14:01.432-07:0021 years of my life...Today is my 21st birthday... Suppose to be really grand? i dun care i dun want, i love it in simple... 2 hours passed, and im having isomnia.... Thinking, what i've archieve after living 21 years on earth? actually i cant think of anything of what i've archieve... Is that counted a loser? erm, nop, maybe my time is not now? or maybe i think too much? Anyway, happy birthday Jian Pin...Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-85090086493222146402011-05-04T12:22:00.001-07:002011-05-04T12:28:42.074-07:00What am i in the relationship??Erm.... yea, guess wad, im always a substitute for another person. Actually, i hate being in a relationship now, really hard to figure out what really a girls mind really work. im so confuse! Im weak, i can be in a deep shit for a relationship. Im stupid =) its a fact nia... I fell in love with her, but she's in a relationship, and im like more to her boyfriend.. As days comes by, i feel like im a substitute only, ONLY... What the fuck this should be... I hate relationship, i hope i'll choose not to love, and commit to myself.... FUCK LOVE!!! <div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Comment, readers will think im crazy...</div>Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-91660324922844561942011-03-08T06:53:00.000-08:002011-03-08T06:56:08.506-08:00Its been quite sometime?If this blog were to be a premise, i guess it is full of dust and looks being abandoned? just randomly remembered i have a blog here... haha, im just lazy at first so yea, now im back =) phew gotta get my ass clean up first ^^Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-1295993863078913042010-05-25T09:22:00.000-07:002010-05-25T09:30:19.636-07:00My family members now all tend to take advantages... duno wad will happen next..<br /><br />I accept wad is fated.. maybe it doesnt belongs to me!!! i dun care now, i dun hope now... but i know, what im doing... i dont judge ppl anymore, because nothing in this world is right or wrong, they have their motive, attitude, experience and courage...<br /><br />Smile?? yes, im smilling...Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-12384234811942716612010-03-24T13:10:00.000-07:002010-03-24T13:15:09.657-07:004 hours more to presentation...I cant sleep, keep thinking of the FOA... To resit or not? i duno, they are risk... It could be internal risk or external risk, wad shall i do now?? Put a bullet in my head and suicide? Or let myself go with heavyer burden for 2nd year?? Shit man, i hate this kind of challenge... Fuck dup challenge... If grade drops, im finished... sighJian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-79504939756713999492010-03-21T20:29:00.000-07:002010-03-21T20:31:52.675-07:00This call friendship?If u only find me or visit me when u need help? k, juz turn around and go home... Sick of such ppl<input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-26977624800242216972010-03-21T20:24:00.000-07:002010-03-21T20:27:24.503-07:00Feel pissed, u still treat me like a baby...I love my parents, but sometimes, i do hate them very much!!! im 20 now la for heaven sake!!! Dun treat me like a baby pls... iishh<input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-56955552514949201782010-03-20T09:04:00.000-07:002010-03-20T09:16:19.069-07:00This sem, final paper, final hope and final chance...Been pushing myself all out, but, juz a lil of outcome results... Pls dun ask me for game, pls dont ask me for doing wasting time stuff!!! Juz for this sem. the more i think about my life further, the more fear i have... I really dont know how to really start... I have a feeling, tarc is killing ppl slowly, step by step... I can say it this way is because, how much effort i putted in, in the end juz deserve pass? fail? C-? i've enough of C-... If tarc wanna kill me, kill me right now pls... no dragging pls!!! All i want is just a diploma, a DIPLOMA... i wan to have atleast something that can make my parents proud, a graduate pic of me with my parents Picture hang at my living room's wall... Is that very dam hard?<br /><br />Ka ninia la TARC... <input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-54834310980985282192010-01-31T09:34:00.000-08:002010-01-31T09:53:40.781-08:00Major problem?I think i big enough for something more mature and better future planning... Which is i want to do part time online business for extra income during college life. ok, several of my friends are doing it and they are quite well known and make good profits!! Now, im considering forums to do it...But, i plan to do it with a partner which is 1 of my best college friends... Ok, now, they are some question mark all over my brain...which is:<br /><br />1. if he close the sale not me, how to share profits?<br />2. i dun even know the transaction, nor update or using the forums, seems complicating when trying to figure how to edit the forum(im not an computer expert...so most of the time he will be update it? fair?<br />3.He got supplier, i dont... But i say i can find customer, and i dont think i can get much from my dad(coz speakers and woofers) ok, now, if we start the biz, i cant get customers... How?<br />4.when comes to profit sharing, maybe relationship will be destroy... I guess u can get wad i mean!!! If he did the job mostly, do he deserve oli 50% of the profit??<br />5.can we maintain our relationship?6.I have the intention to go for it but my heart doesnt...<br /><br />This is it so far i think.... give me some times!!! but, im really serious on it!!!Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-38098115236461548372010-01-20T22:58:00.001-08:002010-01-20T23:00:27.045-08:00Sitting beside the window with a guitar sambil skyping...the sun shines on the guitar composed good music rythym!!! tats the real relax...Sitting beside the window with a guitar sambil skyping...the sun shines on the guitar composed good music rythym!!! tats the real relax...<br /><br />Finally, i saw the success... lolz, we will support u!! 1st girlfren for u i think, good job, go ahead... and wish u luck, dun forget to revision... xDJian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-44768954694134205012010-01-09T08:04:00.000-08:002010-01-09T08:12:21.601-08:00May god bless uOk, done my 1st task... hope its gonna be fine, i may be too evil to do this but i have to... Im no 1 to do this but for my love ones!!! Pls understand me, im doing for my family... Seriously i fell dam bad now... but hopefully, u will change and move on... now my 2nd task is to study for my exams... good luck for me and hope everyhting is fine...<br /><br /><br />haiz, feel relief abit...<br /><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-40612713531165033622010-01-02T08:24:00.000-08:002010-01-02T08:40:01.395-08:00Exam is around the corner...Exam starts at 14 of this month... but my 1st paper is on 25th... long way to go!!! have to completely activate my study mood/mode... This week was a happy week with my cousins, went here and there especially genting, not a very special place but we went crazy n cr8ted some sound polution... My uncle wont around 5k in casino, so yea, we all had a great dinner at genting... thx lolz... lim goh tong covered our 2 days meal xD guess u all know wad i mean... ok, back to exam, hmmm looking for partner group study... == haiz... think of exam, feel not syok d!!!<br /><br />At the same time here, i wish everybody happy new year... new year, new impression, new ownself and new resolutions... So yea, it will be a better year for everyone out there best wishes from NeNePin =@=Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-79421967263206254392009-12-23T08:18:00.001-08:002010-01-02T08:24:00.652-08:00Hi my bloggie...Time to update since it was like quite dead... yaaaaa haha... life juz like tat ntg much, busy but lazy... and now feel like say sumthing from my heart...<br /><br />For those who juz remember me last minute before the event start... i will juz say no, for me, ur not my true fren or wad ever la... bear in mind, who am i to u??? think...<br /><br />I think wad suites me now is juz stay single... is better for me to proceed wad ever stuff without love distracting... that makes me concentrate... this coming christmass, juz with frens! I have made up my mind, wad ever i do is my destiny... most important i love it!<br /><br />HIM, i guess ili i know who is him... He is a sucker, i hate him.... he is a bastard and all the bad kind...when need help, he treat u as god... when ur useless, ur a rubbish... why such ppl exist in human nature? i really dun understand...<br /><br />and once again, merry christmass.... hohohoJian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-55499959146695680652009-10-28T09:37:00.000-07:002009-10-28T09:39:44.180-07:00All i can do is just drag...I have 2 more semester to drag... How long can i go?? i duno...so far quite syok... Is all because of u!!! No more next time...Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-29747784214454629792009-10-23T04:53:00.000-07:002009-10-23T04:54:54.436-07:00Hey papa Hey mamaMe here, ur son NG JIAN PIN is gonna make some decisions which will give u an heart attack...chill yea, i will tel u when the right time comes...Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-65963159694376188752009-10-23T04:51:00.000-07:002009-10-23T04:53:11.690-07:00Back from death...Everything is going abit fine... so yea, since my blog is gonna dead like anything, so im back here for something... which is the current post here... lolz...Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-86887990245913048932009-10-05T09:48:00.000-07:002009-10-05T09:49:08.353-07:00He says<span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: arial;">Im sorry...</span></span><input id="gwProxy" type="hidden"><!--Session data--><input onclick="jsCall();" id="jsProxy" type="hidden"><div id="refHTML"></div>Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-24623819638090999822009-09-14T02:50:00.000-07:002009-09-14T02:52:08.826-07:00September 14th year 2009 monday 3.59pm<span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Jian Pin is dead...</span></span>Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-7445401611445223632009-09-11T21:11:00.000-07:002009-09-11T21:23:19.030-07:00Hell there...Still have more then 24 hours... Still moodless... ok, i can give a promise to pass or not! as time pass the more i scad...Hell ya scad!<br /><br />SO yea as i knw is getting tasteless,dun feel like adding sugar or any conditioner... juz accept how it moves... Juz human nature's feeling!! Juz the word 'trust' can make it tastety...<br /><br />Many ppl wanna know wad is pll... ok, Not a secret anymore, it means <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">P</span>IN <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">L</span>IVES <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">L</span>IFELESSLYJian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-91032694432059589982009-09-11T02:05:00.000-07:002009-09-11T02:06:07.054-07:002 days left...Judgement dayJian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-69788377132758995472009-09-10T11:22:00.000-07:002009-09-10T11:24:26.172-07:00Gonna keee siao soon... Wad to do next, lots of thinking to do lately... but i juz say Hehehahahahahaha Ahhahahahahahaha.... juz for no reason.... == so wad do i?? im lame... And its me... Ng Jian PinJian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-45762413661110749642009-09-08T19:40:00.000-07:002009-09-08T19:53:27.817-07:004 days remaining...<span style="font-size:130%;">Day by day liao... left 4 days, dying on those notes!!! my mind get distracted each time...ok, leave it to god,i've done my part... juz follow wad is fated! i will juz close my eyes n meditate b4 study, clear up my mind and start going! im not gona do things twice...<br /><br />WM, i hope u wont mind i keep bugging u for account, i know sometimes is annoying... I feel rally bad, but if i did it, i will cum back and "pou tap" u... Thank you, but sorry for ur time...</span>=)<br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic;">I visited the blog today, ntg is done...<br />juz wanna be friends with her b4<br />proceed to another relationship<br />i cant lie myself anymore...<br /> i've been saying this time to time,<br /> i duno how to move, but to move..<br />i duno wad am i thinking now,<br />i hope im thinking the right wan...<br />and the past is all over.... </span></span>Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4774671636818254256.post-26253007970249309952009-09-06T08:45:00.000-07:002009-09-06T08:49:12.916-07:00Im so confused...Can someone leads me? I duno wad to do... Exam is juz 7 days away, i need the inspiration... I need it to the subject which i dun like!!! God bless me...<br /><br />I hope u understand my feelings... I juz dun wan to lie to both of u... Juz for sementara oli, after my exam ok?Jian Pinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00278077883700935233noreply@blogger.com0