My family members now all tend to take advantages... duno wad will happen next..

I accept wad is fated.. maybe it doesnt belongs to me!!! i dun care now, i dun hope now... but i know, what im doing... i dont judge ppl anymore, because nothing in this world is right or wrong, they have their motive, attitude, experience and courage...

Smile?? yes, im smilling...

4 hours more to presentation...

I cant sleep, keep thinking of the FOA... To resit or not? i duno, they are risk... It could be internal risk or external risk, wad shall i do now?? Put a bullet in my head and suicide? Or let myself go with heavyer burden for 2nd year?? Shit man, i hate this kind of challenge... Fuck dup challenge... If grade drops, im finished... sigh

This call friendship?

If u only find me or visit me when u need help? k, juz turn around and go home... Sick of such ppl

Feel pissed, u still treat me like a baby...

I love my parents, but sometimes, i do hate them very much!!! im 20 now la for heaven sake!!! Dun treat me like a baby pls... iishh

This sem, final paper, final hope and final chance...

Been pushing myself all out, but, juz a lil of outcome results... Pls dun ask me for game, pls dont ask me for doing wasting time stuff!!! Juz for this sem. the more i think about my life further, the more fear i have... I really dont know how to really start... I have a feeling, tarc is killing ppl slowly, step by step... I can say it this way is because, how much effort i putted in, in the end juz deserve pass? fail? C-? i've enough of C-... If tarc wanna kill me, kill me right now pls... no dragging pls!!! All i want is just a diploma, a DIPLOMA... i wan to have atleast something that can make my parents proud, a graduate pic of me with my parents Picture hang at my living room's wall... Is that very dam hard?

Ka ninia la TARC...

Major problem?

I think i big enough for something more mature and better future planning... Which is i want to do part time online business for extra income during college life. ok, several of my friends are doing it and they are quite well known and make good profits!! Now, im considering forums to do it...But, i plan to do it with a partner which is 1 of my best college friends... Ok, now, they are some question mark all over my brain...which is:

1. if he close the sale not me, how to share profits?
2. i dun even know the transaction, nor update or using the forums, seems complicating when trying to figure how to edit the forum(im not an computer expert...so most of the time he will be update it? fair?
3.He got supplier, i dont... But i say i can find customer, and i dont think i can get much from my dad(coz speakers and woofers) ok, now, if we start the biz, i cant get customers... How?
4.when comes to profit sharing, maybe relationship will be destroy... I guess u can get wad i mean!!! If he did the job mostly, do he deserve oli 50% of the profit??
5.can we maintain our relationship?6.I have the intention to go for it but my heart doesnt...

This is it so far i think.... give me some times!!! but, im really serious on it!!!

Sitting beside the window with a guitar sambil skyping...the sun shines on the guitar composed good music rythym!!! tats the real relax...

Sitting beside the window with a guitar sambil skyping...the sun shines on the guitar composed good music rythym!!! tats the real relax...

Finally, i saw the success... lolz, we will support u!! 1st girlfren for u i think, good job, go ahead... and wish u luck, dun forget to revision... xD

May god bless u

Ok, done my 1st task... hope its gonna be fine, i may be too evil to do this but i have to... Im no 1 to do this but for my love ones!!! Pls understand me, im doing for my family... Seriously i fell dam bad now... but hopefully, u will change and move on... now my 2nd task is to study for my exams... good luck for me and hope everyhting is fine...


haiz, feel relief abit...

Exam is around the corner...

Exam starts at 14 of this month... but my 1st paper is on 25th... long way to go!!! have to completely activate my study mood/mode... This week was a happy week with my cousins, went here and there especially genting, not a very special place but we went crazy n cr8ted some sound polution... My uncle wont around 5k in casino, so yea, we all had a great dinner at genting... thx lolz... lim goh tong covered our 2 days meal xD guess u all know wad i mean... ok, back to exam, hmmm looking for partner group study... == haiz... think of exam, feel not syok d!!!

At the same time here, i wish everybody happy new year... new year, new impression, new ownself and new resolutions... So yea, it will be a better year for everyone out there best wishes from NeNePin =@=