To my dear brother yin...

I know it was not u... I know u wont do that... But, i duno y u hide it from us!! Hope things can solve very soon, u have ur important person supporting u... So, be a man and fight back and prove that ur not wrong... Im no longer help u always!!! Ur 16 now... So be a 16...

Izit im fated to be negative when i try to save?

When ever i try to save on something, things will becum negative... I duno y, isit fate that i cant save my money?? I have to get things in the expensive way?? If the fate can answer me, show it to me pls... Im pissed with all these things liao....

College life total upside down...

Today, woke up at 5.45am and get myself well prepared and confident for the tutorial answer to show my DAM tutor... I tot the answer was perfect unfortunately not!!! He look at my answer and say, "u have confident to score A? From ur answer i dun see any A" i was like ok, i will do better... Im glad he is concern me, but 1 thing i dun like about him is( he love to aim me, everything me me me) Fark la, i know im retake student and pls dun embaras me by asking me last years stuff lar... Im so dam pissed about pass year... Im good enough to answer u on last week's presentation, i've face a massive shame by answering ur bloody ques... In the class, so many ppl, and some of them are sleeping... Go question thm la m***er F**ker

I hate being a tarcian...doing things all alone now!!! My old friends were enjoying their college life...When cum across this( Jian pin, how was ur college life? How was ur result? Any fren can intro?) I duno how to answer... But, think about it, i am the 1 caused all this to happen juz becoz fail the bloody account and statistic... haiz, feel angry when mention all this... Hate mysef...

To me DBU3 is still the best, too bad, i've ruin my college life, no matter how i curse, sad, angry or pissed... Things will never be the same again... I need motivation...


Tml's hapiness depends on tday
Ensure urself better thn yesterday
keep on learning day by day
Will be someone in someday...

The day u die is the day u retire

Golf...

Starting to love this "RICH MAN'S SPORTS" zzz which i think is not...The most oli cost 10sen per hit?? Need a lil bit more practice then will be alright... Hope can hit 180m soon!! Thx hwa...

LEg...

Left knee and ankle is like loosen up up... Feeling it lately, scad it hurts again!!! Juz dun wan the history to repeat, It suck walking with crutch or limping and wear knee protector...

Haiz, try not to walk so much... Especially run!!! Think back, how i wish i can run with full thrust with no worries! however, my secondary wish already come true... Got 2 silver for 200m and 400m...

Thats for the past, Now, i cant really run...

Hang out the whole day...

Ray stayed overnight at my house... Due to too late and scad kena rob while he go home!!! Ya, sleep till the next day, My dad wish me happy birthday... Then he go to work, then till 11 i wake up!!! We went to OU shopping and arcade... Most of the time arcade zzz... Then we went bbq plaza for lunch... Time flies in OU... Around 4 pm i went home coz going for golf wif hwa... Pai seh, he belanja me and fetch me there summore... Lol, learned some basics from him and my luckiest shot is almost 150m... Fun, great sports to play...Thx hwa... will post the pics tml...

After this went to aunts house for dinner, my uncle give me angpau lol, syok!!!... THen fetch my bro to pasar malam... After he came back, he has a moody face, as usual argue again wan la... zzz

Sometimes i think, Y a couple will argue often after a long time of relationship?? SWt and wonder why, izit bored? or knew he or her bad characteristics? Or maybe argue is fun for thm == could'nt care much...

Later at night, went to william yam cha with church friends... Din expect they will give me a supprise!! so touch, Then they sing bday song for me...And i make another new wish :) this may come true compare to previous wan... @@ Thx wei kang... I love the cake... I love u all, see u all in wednesday... haha, prepare for water war... Bday boy always the victim lol...

Had a great time tday... Thx to all my beloved friends, thx god for all of u, thx for those supprise... Make it count, i will appricciate everything, every sec of tday...

Happy birthday to meeeeeeee......

Thx buddies...Lol, cigarette as the replacement of candle... @@
Cheese cake and sushi... Cheese cake made by ray and sushi by whey meng... Thank you ^^
Ray... me
The cake is too soft and we have to eat with spoons... So "hygienic" ==


Happy birthday to me... lol, We went desa park city and "picnic" Lol, was having fun... Ntg much to write...

Woke up early tday... ==

My American cousin rang me up tday... Lol, i was supprise tat she will call me... Erm, talk not tat long oso and duno wad to say... Mind was kinda blur!!! And im juz sorry, cant tell u much...

Windy saturday mainly waiting for my cheese cake...

Maybe tml, my cheese cake will be ready, im craving for it madly... Feel like going out tml night...."anyone?" I guess no... == nvm... Lonely, and sienz!!! As usual... Juz wan to thx my bro a million reason...Raymund, best fren forever, we ride together always... lol!!!

Quite satisfied with my coursework tday and i hope i wont let her dwn?? lol... Im doing quite ok lar, Thats already beyond myself after SOMEONE'S motivation...

Haiz... tday, i skipped church... Juz dun feel like going and went home do some work stuff... After that went 1U for chill out... feel tired and mind mess!! Sometimes i duno wad im thinking, Suddently will turn emo... Juz feel like sleep sleep and sleep... No need to fan anything!!

Erm... juz want to share something for those who visit my blog... Tday, in lrt, i saw a man pushing his mother on a wheelchair... The lrt was "poeple mountain people sea", And the man try to squeeze in to the train with his mum aswell... The old lady(mum), look from face i guess she's 70++... I look at her leg, omg, her feet's skin is already rotten and her hand is already like out of shape with bandage ... That moment, i look at her and feel very sad for her... And think, Y ppl will suffer with this? Izit everybody has to face it? Will i be like her after 50 years?(if i could live that long)After that, she smiled at me... I did the same respond too... If she could smile with her bad condition body, y dun me? I have no sickness, im healthy, i can run, i can play and i can do so many things...

(Yean yi, this is actually for u... I hope u will understand this post although the language and writting is not good enough... U tried ur best and u did well for tday's choir... I know how u feel for the 2nd place... And pls, dun cry for it, cry doesnt solve anything... Smile k?? smile, its over... Im trying to make u understand by telling u wad i experienced tday, if the old lady can smile, y dun u? Dun cry coz of the choir thing, u still have the chance to go for competition again... try harder next time) Im telling u this coz as a fren, I want u to be happy and feel better... I hope this will work... But is kinda childish!!! == haiz, i still have the same characteristic...

I juz want to let u know...

To someone out there... I hope u will see this!!! I will juz express wad i wan to say here, and im dam angry in this matter btw us...

Im glad yesterday u came and guide me bs... Im really sorry i didnt fetch u home tday, Honestly, i have fear on riding bike and with u behind me and send u all the way to puchong... I will get nervous and i dun die that fast... i hope u will understand!!! If u insist then i ntg to say... We draw a gap line, u walk ur own way and i walk mine... i know i owe u alot but as a fren, sumtimes i oli can help u till a limit... If i have a car then diff story... U can slam my door, u can bring my hse down... I dun like to see ur "black face"...

I hope u wont make me point u my longest finger, if i do? our frenship is over... And i mean it, im so god dam pissed for this few days... I will pay u back wad i owe u...